I know that I can't control my temper as well as others, but I'm really trying very hard to control it. Because i've seen the kinda sadness and disappointment that I've brought to the closest ones around me...
Every morning, I wake up telling myself that I must not flare up at anyone today, but when things happen, I seems to lose it all up to my temper... I am struggling too... I felt terrible too... Especially when the one that I've hurt the most is the one that took are of me, devoted all her life taking care and bringing me up, my grandmother,,,
Some things changes, her memories are losing... I knew that but I don't even know why I just cannot treat her good... I wanted to, and i really wanted to, I didn't meant to hurt her... I just couldn't help it when she forget things in such speed like few seconds... I know I've to understand...
Here, I just wanna stop saying sorry and to let everyone know that I'm really trying... And forgive me for the mistakes i made and understand me if ever, things repeat itself again... And also help to remind me that what I did was wrong... I'll also keep on reminding myself...
Time is running out for her... I just wanna be with her and give her the most beautiful memories...
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