Not sure about tomorrow..!

I'm afraid that i will die... Not exactly die as in physically but mentally...

Have you ever thought of what will actually happen if you have a tumor in your head, and after the major operation, you will never remember who you really are... And will never...

It's like somebody took over your identity totally and you have been mistaken as you but it's not really you that others are actually looking at... Some people never remember who they were after major neuro-related surgery... And they live life in a totally opposite of their original life... Whatever they used to love, they hate it now... Sense of fashion change, love for food changed, even the lifestyle changes...

So where do the YOU before really go...?

Scary right..? It's like you are fine but you are not because you are not you anymore... Forget it... I'm not gonna think about it anymore... Just gonna f*** care and live life...
My life isn't that beautiful also, no job, no education, no certificate, no passion for anything, no dream, no aim... So you would imagine why i could came up with crazy thoughts like the one I've just mentioned... LoL...

For those that were reading, treasure your life, treasure those that are around you, and will always be, and enjoy your life to the fullest, don't dwell on yesterdays but look forward for tomorrow and lift up your feet as they are beautiful, because they brought yr body to places and people that forces your eyes to capture the images and allow your brains to categorize it as 'memories'... All these will stay with you forever... The bad memory are called 'lessons' while the good are called 'precious'...