Life's boring

School holidays have arrive...  But everything is still the same...  How can we make changes to our life when everything around you stays the same???  I'm bored...  It's December...  I should be jumping around,  and going out with friends and making my life more interesting now...  Rather than just stay home turning myself into someone that's so boring...  Maybe the "ME" in the parallel universe had a much better life than I am now...  Envy you...  The other me... Imagine that you only have yourself to turn to when you are in trouble or worried or happy or sad...  That's kinda boring...  Isn't it???  I don't wanna live this kinda life anymore longer... Sad... :'(  I'm going to bed soon...  With sadness...  Haish... Sighing off...

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Bad day cuz of a bad guy....

Had a tuff with my family... and when i say family, it means the two other person dats in my house, my grandma and my dad. Quarreling about my younger brother which is nowhere near the word 'young'... He's 19 this year... I hate to say dat but despite his age, nothing on him has grow a bit...

He just moved in around 6 months ago... At first i felt good with his presence around cuz my grandma and my dad miss him alot... cuz of sum incident dat happen to cuz us to be separated... around 3 to 4 years but he will come and visit us once in a while during that period of time... but things got worse when he starts to get familiar with the family and start to take things for granted... Losing temper like nobody's business is one of them... and I'm the casualty.

Weird Thoughts...! But not bad thoughts...!

Been sick for the past few days... down with bad diarrhea... T.T... getting better for today... so here i am blogging...

Have you ever thought of what will actually happen if you are not on your seat, in your home, or wherever you are right now at this moment...? What will happen if the you now are not wherever you are now... Maybe in some weird country, or in a weird cafe, or even have a chance to be arriving on MOON...?

As for me, I wanted to be at some weird market street, where people there are dress weirdly, sitting in a weird cafe where they serve drinks in a bowl-like cups... the street and the cafe are all in brown... Old England kinda brown...

You can call me a weirdo but i just like to let my thoughts run wild for a moment as a method to relieve stress... in this face paced society... I admit... I hate reality. I hate how real the reality is... It's so real that it starts to make us, human, hurting one and other as a NORMAL phases of life... If you don't go through that, you  have not grown up kinda thing...

So, an escape from the reality is like a hobby to me... Although it happens almost all of the time, but i tends to keep it to myself most of the time... cuz sharing it would makes me seems CRAZY!!! So, for those who are reading, try to imagine more wilder things rather than immersing yourselves with work and studies or whatever that seems important... cuz all you need for this to happen is a few minutes or even seconds and for all you might know, it will make you smile or even laugh unknowingly... ( thats what happen to me... Sometimes... LOL!!! ). A smile can help alot... even if you are smiling to yourself...

Going to bed soon after this... hope you guys dream a good dream... Good Night Everyone...!

P.S Remember to smile.

A new day doesn't seem so new to me!!!

It's been quite a boring day for me today... but didn't know why i'm so hardworking as to cook and wash today... usually we just dine out... but i cooked for my granny today...!!! An awesome feeling though... It's been quite sometime since i last cooked for the family... gonna make it more often... but I've gotta admit... IT'S TIRING!!!! LoL...

Gotta make somethings work soon...!!!

New Blog...

dun have a specific reason to create this blog... out of random thoughts... just a blog to share my daily experiences... at least there's someone out there who can really share my thoughts (just hoping thou)...

Today.... i've been thinking of what my life will be in the future.... with no plans... moving forward or not is really not an option dat human can choose... Life didn't turn out to be whats it's like.... when we were young, we keep on thinking and dreaming in a unrealistic way of wad we will be in the future.... and happiness exist during the time we were imagining... but when u really grow up... we've lost that happiness... Some dun bother to think and keep moving on... being busy their whole life... some forget that kinda feelings and are trying to find it back....

Have you ever thought of why we exist with so much pain and agony... With life, who is really a monster sometimes, slowing eating u up and tearing u into pieces every now and then...? Are we born to suffer? or are we suppose to try to fake a smile everyday despite the sufferings dat we have all gone through?

Endless thoughts about wad life is keep running through my mind every night... the only conclusion dat i can think of is, we are who we are now because of our perceptions of life,  and with the unknown paths or passage that LIFE have given us which we call it possibilities, and the action of choosing the possibilities, choices dat we made...

So are we the masters of Life or are we slaves to Life? It is up to US to decide... Life up your feet and move on...