Its Been ages since my last update...
I'm still jobless... and staying home hoping to cope well with all my emotions... Someone is going to work soon, and I'm afraid that the Someone will just leave everything behind and walk away... If that happen, I will really be left with nothing...
Things are getting worse and I'm not feeling good with all the hurt that I've done... I seems to lose control of my life... My life seems to be under the control of everything... My grandmother, That Someone.... If both of them are gone, I wouldn't know what to do with my life anymore... I treasure people and things in my life but why do things always turn ugly the more i treasure them..? Should I really let go...? What if some nasty things happen right after I let go..? It'll be a living nightmare.!!! I don't wanna take chance for it to happen...
Would someone guide me to the right path please...? I think I'm really lost this time...
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